T minus 2 hours until the Ayahuasca adventure begins

My flight to Bogota was delayed a couple hours so I arrived to my hotel around 2:30A.  Upon arriving my nervousness continued and I was concerned I may not be able to sleep.  After rolling around in bed for a few minutes I was able to sleep until about 7A.  Upon awaking this morning I thought again about ditching the week long Ayahuasca journey into the Colombian Amazon, and vegan reading internet posts on the internet and listening to podcasts.  My nerves continued so I decided to go down for a long breakfast and begin and begin reading the book "Radical Acceptance" I brought along with a few others.  Breakfast was great with tea, fruit and hard boiled eggs and the book began to put me at ese.  After breakfast I headed to my room and downloaded a Tara Brach Tonglen podcast which I immediately practiced.  This calmed my nerves much more.  I'm still struggling to define a clear intension for my experience, but am leaning toward "Show me how to love and accept myself as I am."  I'm so curious about the week ahead, how I will be affected, who I will meet and what I will experience!  

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